beautiful boy, every day you are here, foremost in our thoughts, how can we ever begin to understand and accept what has happened, bright, beautiful, happy and full of life.......now we struggle to understand the concept of you never being here, as you were, with us in this life again. We love and will always appreciate what an amazing person you were in this life and what great memories you have left us, your family and your friends with, but sadness and pain are the strongest feelings we have. We have a wealth of memories that will at sometime be a help.....we hope! But the feelings of desparately 'missing you' are just so prominent ....every single day without exception......sorry Cal, we know you would want us to be happy, smiling and even dancing our sorrow away... but the pain is just so bad....love you,beautiful boy, always and forever......your 'muvs' on behalf of our family unit......xxxxxxxxxxxxxx